The Diary of a Victim of an Alcoholic

Sorry for the very long wait.  I didn't want to bother to write this.  To be honest it has become boring to write this blog.  This is because I created the blog to offload some of my anger and emotional anguish but this has now dissipated for various reasons. One of the reasons is that Jane has improved.  There is no doubt in my mind that since meeting her, her drinking has become much less of a way of life and more of an occasional blip.  She still lapses and the odd mini-binge but before her binges would take her out of operation for up to a month, whereas now she can get away with it. It interferes with her life much less. I am going to boast and say that I believe a lot of the progress is due to me. Anyway that isn't the point.  Another reason why things have improved is because I left our home and moved into a flat about 3 miles away.  That happened last October 2013.  I knew, however, that I would be extremely lonely and I am. I still see Jane.  I actually love her,