This is a brief post to try and keep the site alive. No one has read a single page on this site for months! :) I think Google has disowned it completely. It no longer recognises it. I won't say more now. Update: the reason? Because I had inadvertently made the website PRIVATE! I was trying to make myself anonymous. I failed and I am in the open now. I don't care. Here is a video on how to beat alcoholism! But don't believe it as a cure. There is no cure. It is all about controlling it, not beating it. There is only one way to beat alcoholism: have the will and commitment to do it. You genuinely want to stop and you seek help such as AA to achieve that goal. This attitude must be permanent for the rest of your life. No other options.
The diary of a victim of an alcoholic. It is tough loving an alcoholic.